Brandon Bushnell-Smith
At the young age of fourteen I was filled with only two emotions. Hate and heartache, the double "H" is what I called it and it consumed me and drove me near insanity. At the age of fourteen I had lost six friends, I didn’t know my father. I had lost grandparents. I had lost cousins. I had lost a sister. I had lost an uncle. I was suicidal. I was cutting myself. I was filled with anger and went days maybe even months with out cracking a smile.
To this day I find it amazing that I'm not either dead, or in an asylum. Its hard being a teenager any way, but being a teenager filled with pain is even worse. That’s why my power of one is about helping teenagers who come from broken homes. Helping teenagers with suicidal thoughts. Helping teenagers who are considered as having mental illnesses. Helping teenagers who are children of war. Whether it’s the war over seas or the wars in these cold harsh Kansas City streets we live on. Any teenager filled with anger, pain, hatred, and hopelessness in this life. I feel as though we are overlooked. I was even told this was just a stage of being a teenager. I quickly threw this possibility out the window believing that suicide is not a stage no matter what the age group. I remember writing in my journal how would the world react to my suicide notes and the taking of my own life. Would the world look over me and continue to twirl as if I never existed. Or would this shed light on teens like me. Would the world finally acknowledge us and try and help us out.
I don’t believe I can change the world all alone I am only one person. But that’s why my power of one is helping others just like me out. I want to talk to others like me. Show them we can find happiness in this world. Even if it's only a slither of light at the end of our tunnel of darkness. Happiness can some how be achieved. I want to talk to these manic depressors. I want to help these teens that come from broken families. I want to help these children of war. If I reach out as much I can and only change one person's life, then my goal is achieved! I help friends out who think like me. And if I see some one headed down the path of destruction I went threw ill be there to hold their hand. And if at the end of your tunnel of darkness you see no light. I am willing to be that light.

